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Tuesday, September 29, 2015

Who is Whobeda?

"Calm before the Storm Evan's Sins" is by far the creepiest book I've written. It is the prequel to "Eye of the Storm Eilida's Tragedy" and Volume 2 in the Ruthless Storm Trilogy. But what really makes this book creepy and spine tingling is the astrology behind it. Meet the astrologer/ author who helped make this book a masterpiece.

Whobeda two part interview. The real Whobeda and Whobeda in Calm before the Storm.

Elle: For starters, who is Whobeda?

Whobeda: Whobeda is my "mystic name" which I thought I should have when I became a professional astrologer.  It came about in a rather serendipitous manner.  I'd been having a hard time coming up with one but figured inspiration would come sooner or later.  As it turned out, the person who inspired it probably never knew.  LOL.  The story's a bit long so bear with me.  At the time I was dating someone and we used to have lunch together most days.  We worked in different locations so I would usually pick him up since parking where he worked was at a premium and he didn't want to lose his parking space.  For a long time I drove an old 1995 blue Pontiac.  It eventually bit the dust so I bought another car.  A Mercedes Benz.  It was pretty hilarious the attention it got.  Anyway, shortly after I got the Benz I dropped him off to go back to work one day and this black guy he worked with saw him get out of my car.  He asked him, "Who be da Benz bitch?"  We had a good laugh about it and Whobeda was born.

Elle: What is astrology?

Whobeda: I have a room full of books that can answer that question but I'll try to keep it short and to the point.  Astrology has been around for millennia and is in the realm of metaphysics which doesn't have a scientific explanation.  Yet.  It's premise is basically "as above, so below" which implies what is seen in the heavens reflects what occurs on Earth.  The ancients who didn't have Netflicks or internet spent a lot of time watching the night skies and discovered correlations between the seasons, stars, planets and events on earth.  They noticed the planets moved against the background of stars which were considered "fixed."  They made up stories based on what they saw in the sky including the constellations that follow the path of the Sun that is known as the zodiac.  

The saying "nomen est omen" suggests that what something is named influences its characteristics.  Every zodiacal sign and planet has a meaning and interpretation based on its name or myth.  There are also corresponding houses which include different parts of life.  A trained astrologer looks at these placements of the planets in the signs and houses, then interprets them.  

I started out a skeptic myself but when I checked it out I discovered it worked.  There's undoubtedly an explanation which I suspect lies in the realm between quantum physics and the mysteries of consciousness.  The main point is that it works.  It goes far beyond what you see in horoscopes online which are so general they have little meaning.  Astrology is incredibly detailed and the more you get into it the more profound it becomes.  

Astrologers were the original counselors and psychologists.  A person's natal chart, which shows the position of the Sun, Moon and planets for the moment the person was born and their relationship to each other is the key to who they are.  They will reflect the prevailing cosmic energies of that moment.  I see it as a form of quantum entanglement.

Elle: Besides being an astrologer what are other career hats have you worn or wear?

Whobeda: The most recent was as at NASA's Johnson Space Center in Houston, Texas where I worked for over 20 years as everything from a technical writer and engineer to manager. 
Before that I was a stay-at-home-mom to six kids for several years. I've taught spinning and weaving when I had a small retail store that sold such things along with the needed supplies.  I was a full-charge bookkeeper for a credit union, too.  And of course at this time I'm also an independent science fiction author.  I guess you can tell that I'm ADHD and get bored easily.  LOL.

Elle: How can authors use astrology in their writing?

Whobeda: Astrology works well for developing a character, especially when you're first starting out.  Give him or her a birthdate and you can derive a detailed personality.  Fictitious events can also show up via astrology.  This gets into such a weird area that I'm even more mystified by this than when it works for actual people.  All I can figure out is a person, even a fictitious one, has a certain energy based on when they're "born."  If the person were real they would experience certain events at certain times which also play out fictitiously.

Elle: In what ways did you help me (Elle Klass) in Calm before the Storm?

Whobeda: We ran natal charts for your main characters, which lined up nicely with what you'd essentially channeled.  The reports captured the essence of their personalities, which you had already established in the story, and added even greater depth to their motivations.  Then we looked at events and the astrological influence in effect at the time which also fit.  Since astrology can be very detailed, it provided even more information that you hadn't even thought of but could nonetheless use.

Elle: You have read Eye of the Storm but not the prequel Calm before the Storm. What went through your mind when the natal charts (Eilida and Evan) and Evan’s lunar return charts were dead on?  

Whobeda: Astrology amazes me continually and that was just another instance where I marveled at its power.  It boggles my mind on a regular basis with my clients but seeing how it fit with fictitious characters was even more astounding.  There are so many metaphysical angles to this.  For those who believe in multiple universes and/or dimensions, it's like it's occurring in some other realm and you're picking it up from there.  I know as an author myself there are times when it's as if I'm an observer and simply recording what I "see" for my characters.  More often than not I don't know what will happen next.  Some would even go so far as to say you're creating that reality somewhere based on the "thoughts become things" philosophy.  Perhaps writing fiction expresses another probability out there in the cosmic soup and the Universe doesn't differentiate between reality and fantasy.  If it exists in your mind, then its energy develops a life of its own in some other realm.

Elle: In Calm before the Storm Eilida buys one of your books and gets it autographed. Tell us a little about your various astrology books.

Whobeda: "Whobeda's Guide to Basic Astrology" has been available as an ebook for a few years now.  I have a website which has a lot of information on it which other astrologers use to teach classes so I thought compiling the information into an ebook would simplify things versus what I call "hyperlink bingo."  I'm currently formatting it for a print copy.  It includes all of the basics as well as various astrological applications such as compatibility and choosing a career.  Another ebook, "Definitive Guide to Astrological Reports", describes several of the computerized reports available at astrology websites like my own.  It includes full-length samples for a fictitious person so they can see what kind of information they contain.  There are several different reports so it helps to know where to look depending on what kind of information you're looking for.  I have a couple short ebooks out as well, "Asteroid Archetypes: A Primer" and "Lilith: Dark Maid of the Sith."  These two titles are directed at those who know a little about astrology.  "Asteroid Archetypes" addresses the influence of the larger asteroids, some of which have been redefined as minor planets, such as Ceres.  Others include Juno, Vesta, Pallas Athene and Chiron.  All are mythological figures whose archetypes are reflected in the astrological interpretation.  "Lilith" is quite popular since she's associated with so many myths which relate to women's rights.  There are several Lilith astrological entities, some real, some energy points, and each has its own influence.  They can be quite toxic when they come together in a negative manner.  Women that "go psycho" and do something horrific are often under the influence of Lilith.  I have some examples in the book such as Andrea Yates and Casey Anthony.

Elle: What is your website and how can people get in contact with you for astrology jobs?

Whobeda: My website is valkyriastrology.com.  It has a virtual store where all sorts of things are available such as computerized reports, report packages, and personalized readings.  I can be reached via email at whobeda@valkyrieastrology.com.

In Calm before the Storm Evan goes to Whobeda for a natal chart reading. Here is the excerpt:

Evan slipped out of the girls’ room to make his appointment with Whobeda. He never trusted the computer reading he’d done years ago and wanted a true reading from an actual astrologer. He entered the private room and her amber eyes greeted him with warmth. He took a seat across the plastic table from her and fed her the, location, time and date of his birth. Within a few minutes she had his chart. Her eyes narrowed as she glimpsed the information and laid it on the table and explained the meanings of each connecting line.

“You are a passionate, intense person. You’re also idealistic and take a mystical approach to life. That explains your interest in Astrology.” She smiled. “You have strong attachments to your family and are driven by your feelings.” She slipped a shawl over her arms as a sudden chill entered the room. “You have strong attachments to your past, your heritage, family traditions and may be unable to step out of the habits and roles you learned as a child. Your tie to your mother is very strong.” Blackness devoured Evan’s eyes. She shuddered and wrapped the shawl tighter around her shoulders.

He sat quiet the anger inside him spilling into his eyes. The mention of his mother and his inability to stop killing her and his family. The role he learned as a youth. The damage his fake father and mother placed upon his soul thieving his childhood. Hearing Whobeda’s eerily accurate words made him realize the stars and planets guided the path of his life since birth. Born when Mars conjuncted with Moon in his 4th - predispositioned for his mother’s violence towards him. Pluto in the tenth house affirmed the secrets related to his father. The one who raised him a bogus replacement for his true father. Does my own father have more secrets? She continued to speak, the words filtering through his mind. He blamed his mother for giving birth to him at such an unpleasant time, cursing his life. His mother flashed in static not fully taking form, she never reappeared. He sensed the astrologer’s uneasiness upsetting him further. A sympathetic moment. The woman’s easy style and soft tone in her voice relaxed and consoled him. She was merely the interpreter of the bad news.

The chill in the room followed Evan outside the door and Whobeda took a deep breath. Never had she received such a frightening vibe from a client.

Fictional interview

Elle: When Evan made the appointment and entered the room you had no idea he was the Hurricane Killer. Did you think of him as any other client or did you sense something about him was off?

Whobeda: It's appropriate that he's the Hurricane Killer because that was the kind of energy he emanated when he walked into the room.  The hair on my arms stood up as soon as I looked up and saw him.  I can often see people's auras but it was like he had none, that it was more like a blackhole around him.  He totally gave me the creeps.  When I looked at his chart I could see it was what astrologers call "afflicted."  He had a lot of negative energy and difficult aspects.

Elle: According to Evan’s chart what type of person is he?

Whobeda: He's emotionally drive with a propensity for violence. He thrives on intense experiences, especially the threshold between life and death.  He's likely to live in a fantasy world and be delusional as well as drawn to anything weird or unusual.

Elle: Are there any “red flags” in his chart that point towards violence?

Whobeda: Absolutely.  He has the Moon and Mars conjunct in Aries.  Mars, the god of war, is the ruler of Aries and thus very strong in that sign.  The Moon rules a person's emotions so this would give him a temper.  He obtains emotional satisfaction from violence.  This pair is in his 4th house which includes a person's home environment, cultural roots and memories and thus implies he grew up in an abusive household, specifically from his mother, since the Moon relates to a person's mother.  Pluto, god of the Underworld, is about power and control.  He rules death and transformation and is also the modern ruler of Scorpio.  Evan has a Scorpio ascendant, the sign on the eastern horizon when he was born, so that makes Pluto his chart ruler and therefore very influential.  Pluto is in his 10th house, which represents what a person will be remembered for, which is pretty creepy in itself.  And all of these, i.e. Mars, Moon and Pluto, all "afflict" his Sun, which represents our core being.  His Sun is in the 8th house of death which brings that energy to him at the personal level.  His 8th house is ruled by the Moon, bringing that influence to bear as well. 

Elle: When mentioning his mother and ties to his past. How did he react and how did that make you feel?

Whobeda: As noted above, it was clear that there were mother issues.  I almost didn't say anything but it was so obvious I felt I would be remiss not to mention it.  When I did it was as if a tsunami of hatred rolled off him.  I think I actually gasped and hoped he didn't notice.  His eyes darkened and for a moment I thought he might hit me or worse.  Quite frankly, it scared the crap out of me!  LOL!

Elle: When you later found out who he was did it freak you out that you sat in the same room alone with him?

Whobeda: Absolutely!  It totally creeped me out but it also confirmed that my instincts were on target.  Sometimes I get impressions that seem to be pretty far out there, yet they have always been confirmed as accurate at some point in time.  Thus, I have learned to pay attention to them.

Elle: Anything else you would like to add?

Whobeda: A client and friend has stated that astrology is like a road map for you life so why would you want to travel without it?  I think that expresses what astrology can do for a person very succinctly.

I suppose that some might wonder if Evan could have expressed the energy in his chart in a less violent manner.  The energy of a person's natal chart represents how they are programmed.  That said, however, everyone also has free will to use it as they choose. These influences are powerful and if a person really has psychological issues, often instituted by an abusive environment growing up, they can seldom control them.  If Evan had been born to a more loving home, he probably would have still had some issues.  He had a tremendous imagination which could have been exercised in a less violent manner.  For example, he could have expressed all that dark energy in writing horror stories as opposed to doing so in the real world.  Another way he could have expressed it in a positive manner would have been as an agent of change in countries torn apart by war.  He could have gotten his thrills helping people as opposed to killing them.  The energy is there but it's basically neutral so the person can decide how to use it.  

Where the planets are at any given time is referred to as transits. These connect with a person's natal chart and dump that energy into it, which is what can drive them to action and toward involvement in certain events.  If the transits are harsh, the person will be more inclined to react in a negative manner from the sudden influx of energy.  If the potential for violence is there natally and Mars, Pluto or Saturn come along in a bad transit then the person will be inclined to express it in some way.  


This is one of the things that I address in my ebook, "Lilith: Dark Maid of the Sith" since that kind of reaction was so evident with some women in the news who had done horrible things, such as Andrea Yates and Casey Anthony.  if someone has that potential in their chart, it's a good thing to be aware of it so that you can make a concerted effort to avoid doing something you'll regret when that influence hits you like a train.  Someone who's driven by emotion will find it even more difficult to resist than someone who is more logical.  For example, Andres Yates' natal Sun is in Cancer, the same sign as Evan's.  Ironically, Cancer can also be one of the most nurturing and caring signs but it's emotionally driven.  Nothing is simple in life or astrology, which reflects it so accurately.



                                                            

Chapter from "Calm before the Storm Evan's Sins" written by Elle Klass and Whobeda. This is the only chapter we wrote together. Look for the paperback version on "Whobeda's Guide to Basic Astrology" coming soon. And the release of "Calm before the Storm" Nov. 13, 2015.

Fate’s Destiny

Eilida yelped at the chance to make the OPA conference and her chance to meet nationally renowned Patrice Renard. The 9th annual professional astrology retreat in Myrtle Beach, South Carolina.  She flew down the stairs and flopped her body on the couch next to Sage. Leaning her head against her friend’s shoulder she blurted her news. “I did it. We’re in!” She lifted her head to gauge Sage’s response.

“OMG!” The two women leapt off the couch and jumped up and down like two school girls going to see their favorite band. Both women believed there was more to life, something brewing beneath the surface, or in this case above the surface - dictated by the stars and planets of the vast universe.

Sage and Eilida arrived at the convention center and took the nearest escalator to where the conference was being held.  They stepped inside the vendor room, eyes soaking in the activity around them. The huge room was divided into several aisles with more vendors lining both sides as well as the perimeter. Astrology related materials, from jewelry to crystals, were everywhere. As they strolled the aisles, Eilida tried not to be too obvious ogling the name badges of those around them, looking for someone whose name she’d recognize. Some astrologers looked appropriately weird in long, flowing skirts matched only by their hair, with more rings than fingers while others were in jeans and others still in business dress. The men were mostly in casual dress, though one in particular was wearing a kilt. Her eyes took in his strong, muscular legs and sent a quiver bounding through her as she imagined the kilt tossed on the arm of a chair and… She shook the image from her mind.

The pair perused the plethora of goodies, Eilida dragging her friend by the hand when she saw a crystal table, spending a good bit of time examining the many offerings. She felt drawn to certain ones, slips of cardstock the size of a business card accompanying each one describing the stone’s influence.

She stood there a while, admiring one in particular for its odd shape. The card said it was a desert rose, good for transmuting hatred into love and healing past conflicts. She took it in her hand to see how it felt. It felt good but she could see the vendor guy was occupied with other customers so set it back carefully, deciding to come back later.

Another table caught her eye, this one apparently occupied by an astrologer. The lady behind it had shoulder length salt and pepper hair, maybe a bit more salt than pepper. Her genuine smile and attentiveness to those talking to her attracted Eilida. While other patrons talked to the astrologer Eilida browsed her books, one of which was entitled Whobeda’s Guide to Basic Astrology. She picked it up and flipped through the pages, reading sporadically.
As much of an astrology buff as she was, most of it really confused her. Written in terms that made sense, Eilida decided to buy one and waited in line to get it autographed.

At last it was her turn and she handed over the book, grateful no one was behind her so she could chat a bit.

“Hi,” the woman said with a smile. “Would you like me to inscribe it to you personally or leave it plain so you can sell it on eBay when you’re done?”

Eilida laughed. “I wouldn't do that!” she responded.

“Yes, you would,” Sage muttered, giving her a friendly nudge.

“Not this one,” Eilida insisted. “So make it out to me. Eilida.” She spelled it out, knowing most people gave her a blank look if she didn't.

“So are you Whobeda?” Sage asked. “That’s a pretty unusual name, too.”

The woman chuckled, laugh lines crinkling the corners of her amber-colored eyes. “Yes and no,’ she responded. “It’s my mystic name.  Some of us prefer to operate behind some degree of anonymity.  Some of the people I work for in my day job wouldn’t be amused if they knew I was an astrologer.”

“Really?”Eilida responded. “What’s your day job?”

“I work in the aerospace industry,” she answered, but before Eilida could prod her for more, Sage pointed at her watch.

“We better get going over to the auditorium if we want a good seat,” she prodded.

“Oh! You’re right! Nice talking to you, Whobeda,” she said with a smile.  “Thanks for the autograph! And I promise I won’t sell it on eBay!”

The pair left the vendor area and strode down the broad, carpeted corridor to the auditorium where they slipped through the chunky double doors held open by metal door stops and found two open side by side seats. Both women beamed with excitement as they waited for Patrice Renard, slated as the next speaker, to take the stage.
A few seats behind them a shaven headed Evan took his seat. In the thickness of the crowd, neither was aware of the other. Throughout Patrice’s speech the women soaked in her every word. Anticipation building as Eilida determined she would meet her face to face.

Her speech and Q and A session over, everyone filed out of the auditorium. Evan, a few rows behind, conveniently left the room before the two women. Light reflected off the baldness of his head catching Eilida’s attention. A cold breeze swept over her and tremors of fear coursed through her body.

“What’s wrong?” urged Sage as Eilida stood frozen and ghostly white. She took her hands and guided her to the closest seat.
“I… I… I’m not sure. A feeling, like doom is waiting for me outside those doors.” 

“Take a deep breath and we’ll wait for the crowd to leave. We haven’t eaten yet, let’s grab a bite.”  The pair headed for the door behind the diminishing crowd and turned down the concourse toward the escalator and restaurant below.

Eilida knew food wasn’t the problem. The fear that swept over her was the same as her fright filled dreams where the bald man with eyes black as a moonless, starless night chased her. In his hand a knife, drops of blood trickling from its blade. “This feeling is like in my night terrors.”

“You’re awake and we’re safe.”

Eilida remembered the flash of light reflecting from the man’s scalp - the same flash that identified him in her dreams as the moonlight danced across his barren head. Feeling dizzy again, she dropped down in a chair across from the vendor room and concentrated on where she was, looking intently at the different booths beyond to ground herself back in the present.  Her gaze fell upon the crystal table and it was as if a bolt of lightning struck. She got up and headed for it with purpose, Sage right behind her.
“Where are you going?” her friend asked.

“The crystal table. I have a feeling he might have something to help me.”

They waited for what seemed forever before the man behind the table made his way over to her.

He greeted them with a kind smile. “Good afternoon, ladies. I’m Mike.  Can I help you find something specific today?” He was older, probably fiftyish, medium build with a full head of hair that was probably blond at one time but now mostly grey.

“Oh, yes, I hope you can!” Eilida spilled out. “Which ones are good for protection?”

His expression went from friendly to concern, as if perceiving her desperation. “Are you in some sort of danger?” he asked.
“I don’t know. I feel as if I am. I keep having these awful nightmares and feel as if they’re some sort of message.”
The man frowned, his gaze drawn to the zircon ring she’d bought at the last conference. “Do you realize that your ring may be drawing whatever you fear to you?”

“What?  How could that be?” she asked, taken aback.

“A tetragonal structure is considered an Attractor. If you want to keep something or someone away, you need something that has an entirely different crystalline structure.  One that’s monoclinic and serves as a Guardian or a Barrier that’s triclinic.  That zircon is tetragonal, entirely different.”

Horrified, she slipped it off her finger and handed it to Sage. “Here, you always liked it. You can have it!”

Sage stepped back, shaking her head. “Not if it’s bad luck!”

“Not necessarily,” Mike explained. “It’s great for bringing something you want into your life such as a new relationship but not so good if you’re looking for protection.”

Sage smiled. “Cool! Then I’ll take it!”

“So what do I need?” Eilida prodded.

“It depends on what you want protection from. Guardian talismans help protect something of value while Barrier talismans keep away undesirable situations. Perhaps you could use a Guardian to keep you safe and a Barrier to keep you away from danger, or perhaps it away from you.”

“Yes! That sounds like exactly what I need. What do you have?”

“I should have just the thing,” he said and turned toward a cabinet at the back of the booth where he searched through a couple drawers before returning with a pendant set in silver which featured a round, dark green, iridescent stone about an inch in diameter, accented by four smaller stones of a similar color but lacking the rainbow effects.

“The center stone is moonstone, an excellent Guardian, and the smaller stones are kyanite, a traditional Barrier,” he explained, handing it to her.

She intuitively closed her fingers around it and held it to her heart, eyes closed, sensing its energy. Her heart rate slowed as a sense of peace settled around her. She expelled her breath in a sigh and opened her eyes.

“Oh, yes, this is wonderful. I must have it. How much?”
The price was a bit outside her budget but she pulled out her credit card, knowing she would have paid a lot more.

Behind her, a man cleared his throat indicating her turn was up. She twisted sideways to give him the evil eye. He glared back under eyebrows resembling squirrels’ tails.

The following day, Eilida and Sage waited in line nearly forty-five minutes so Eilida could get her natal chart and reading from Patrice Renard. A mass of dragonflies flew through her stomach as her turn approached.

A short lady with a bob strolled out of Ms. Renard’s room. Eilida looked at Sage, smiles plastered across their faces. “Our turn!” voiced a giddy Sage.

Eilida took Sage’s hand and they marched into the room like two schoolgirls. No crystal balls or tarot cards, instead a full figured Patrice, her fiery hair curled just above her shoulders. But they weren’t there to see a gypsy and have their palms read.

“Ms. Renard. It’s so wonderful to meet you. I follow your stuff.” As the words dropped from her mouth she felt stupid. Follow, she’s going to think I’m a stalker.

Eilida and Sage talked with Patrice a few minutes. Her round figure reminded Eilida of her mother, warm red hair and confidence further eased Eilida’s nervous stomach. Once she had their dates, times and places of birth, she typed everything in and the computer generated their charts. Eilida’s flew off the printer first. Ms. Renard looked from it to Eilida then slid it to the side as she studied Sage’s. She laid it in front of them and explained the position of the planets and their meanings. Sage’s horoscope was filled with happiness, longevity, and success.

When it came time for Eilida’s, she laid the natal chart on the table facing Eilida and sucked in her breath. Eilida’s eyes went directly to the blue triangle in the center.

“We call this blue triangle a yod or the finger of god.”

“What does it mean?”

“A fated life, but let’s get through all of it before you decide what that means. This blue line ties Pluto in the 3rd house to the Sun in the eighth house. This implies that you crave powerful experiences and are attracted to the unfathomable. You commonly hide your interests, except from your closest friends and family. Uranus and Neptune in the fourth house indicate your home life, growing up may have been unstable in some way. You may be searching for an ideal home. The darkness in your eyes reveals the truth in these words.”

“I love my family but I’ve always felt like an outsider except with my grandmother, umm… until she passed. Sage feels more like family than my parents sometimes.”

Patrice’s bubbling personality spilled over. “At your age, most of us feel that way.”

Eilida’s anxiety eased again as Patrice continued.

“Mercury in Taurus and in the 8th house show you tend to be very methodical and have an interest in investigating the supernatural.” 
Eilida’s lips curled into a smile. Her interest in Astrology centered on her interest in the “otherworldly.”
“Pluto in Scorpio, the twelve year group you’re both part of, loves mystery and the macabre."

Both girls chuckled, they lived off zombie and suspense flicks.
Patrice smiled, then her face grew stoic. “There is something in your past, maybe a natural disaster that changed the course of your life. It might be related in some way to the death of your grandmother.”

Zombie-like, Eilida lifted her chart from the table and stood to leave. The dragonflies morphed into dragons breathing fire into her innards, aching to get free. As Eilida exited the door the chatter and noise in the convention center quieted as her mind focused on something in your past. What could possibly be in her past? Her parents were the most “normal” people she’d ever met and she had a picture perfect childhood, no siblings, everything she needed and most of what she wanted. Her parents and grandmother spoiled her. Yet a feeling she didn’t quite belong always lingered in the back of her mind, followed by a sinking feeling of dread in her belly.
She turned and took a step back into the room, asking another question. “Is all the bad stuff in my past? Does my future look better?”

“Here’s my card, feel free to call.” Eilida noted her solemn expression. 


Eilida lay in bed tossing and turning all night. Her mind a flutter of curiosity and fear, replaying Patrice’s words over and over, ‘a fated life… there is something in your past’. Her fascination of mystery drove her imagination. The man in her nightmares flashed in static against her fleshy brain. Light glittered from her pile of clothes on the floor. Her pendant! She reached down and clutched the pendant, cradling it in her hand. Peace bathed her body and she fell into a restful sleep.

Saturday, February 7, 2015

Character Astrological Reading for Cleo- Baby Girl Series


Whether you are a believer in Astrology or not is beside the point. I had astrological readings done for two of my characters. The first I'm sharing with you is Cleo's from the Baby Girl series.

There are a few reasons I had this done.
1. As an author I thought it could only help strengthen my character should I choose to write more books in the series.

2. My own curiosity and enjoyment.

3.It's unique. Not many authors think to have an astrological reading done on their characters.

To find out more about the benefits of having a reading done on your characters visit Marcha's blog.

As I read this my jaw dropped at how closely she pinpointed Cleo down to small details that haven't been released yet in subsequent Baby Girl manuscripts.

Should you be interested in a computerized natal chart they are available at Valkyrieastrology.com for $14.95. What you need is a date, place, time of birth, and/or biographical sketch. The more specific you are the more precise the natal chart will be.

Here goes:







The Cosmo Natal Report for
Cleo
August 1, 1993
10:35:33 PM
New York, New York
Calculated for:
Daylight Savings Time,   Time Zone 5 hours West
Latitude: 40 N 42 51     Longitude: 74 W 00 23
Positions of Planets at Birth:
Sun      9 Leo 50               Pluto    22 Sco 43
Moon     5 Aqu 14               N. Node  10 Sag 34
Mercury 20 Can 48               Asc.      9 Ari 41
Venus    0 Can 11               MC        5 Cap 08
Mars    23 Vir 48               2nd cusp 18 Tau 25
Jupiter  9 Lib 56               3rd cusp 13 Gem 54
Saturn  28 Aqu 16               5th cusp 27 Can 12
Uranus  19 Cap 24               6th cusp 25 Leo 43
Neptune 19 Cap 13

Chapter 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others
Aries Rising:
    You meet life head on and throw yourself into new experiences with zest and enthusiasm. You are direct, straightforward, assertive, and usually completely aboveboard in all your dealings. Candid and incapable of guile, insincerity or phoniness, you project a confident and sometimes arrogant appearance to others. You often lack tact and sensitivity, and can be completely oblivious to others' needs, and inadvertently selfish. You are self-reliant and don't depend upon social approval and reinforcement as much as other people do. You like to be original and do not mind going it alone. You may feel that you do not fit into groups very well, and that you do not naturally blend in and cooperate with others very easily. You like to be either a leader or a loner.
    You are a doer and thrive on freedom, challenge, and activity. You tend to think in clear, black and white terms, and to be somewhat simplistic in your outlook, which enables you to act in a very decisive and self-assured manner. When inspired with an idea, you feel such a sense of urgency and excitement about it that you will often charge ahead and try to implement it in a rather bold but poorly planned and crudely executed way. Patience and careful attention to details are not your forte. However, you never accept defeat and will have brilliant and unprecedented successes and discoveries, as well as painful failures. To you it is far better to make mistakes than it is to play it safe and never try.
    You are scornful of what you see as weakness or passivity in others and also of the human tendency to imitate and follow. You are not a follower. Others see you as a strong individual, and perhaps brash and brazen as well. You present a strong front to the world and generally do not allow others to see your vulnerable or insecure side.
Chapter 2: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
Sun in Leo:
    Proud and intensely individual, you really want to stand out, to be the very best you can be, and to be recognized and appreciated for your unique contributions. Doing something well and being respected for it is extremely important to you, and you cannot tolerate being in the background, taking orders from others, or being "just one of the team". You must put your personal stamp on whatever you do, and direct your own course in life. You need to have a place where you can shine, express yourself creatively, and be the one in charge.
    You have big dreams and the determination, spirit, vitality, and enthusiasm to bring them into being. You also have a noble, romantic heart, and a love of the dramatic, colorful, and extravagant.
    For you it is true that "all the world's a stage" and you secretly (or perhaps not so secretly) desire to be the Star or Hero in the play. You want to be great, and to receive the love and applause of an adoring audience, even if the "audience" is just one other special person. You need someone to believe in you and your dreams. Though you appear radiantly self-confident and independent, you are actually very much dependent on the affirmation, love, and recognition of others. You cannot bear being unnoticed or unappreciated.
    You also love wholeheartedly and generously and really know how to make the person you love feel special. You love the magic of "being in love" and know how to keep the romance alive in your relationships. You are also immensely loyal and will defend your loved ones and stand by them to the end - as long as they never offend your pride or betray your trust. However, you like to be the strong one in a relationship and you really do not share the leading role very easily. Ideally you need to find a person who is as strong-willed as yourself, but who will not try to dominate or compete with you.
    Your strengths are your zest and love for life, your creative power, and your warm and generous heart. Your primary fault is your tendency to be very egocentric, so concerned with the impression you are making and with your own creative self-expression that you forget there is another, larger world that does not revolve around you.
Sun in 5th house:
     You have a very dramatic, creative, expressive nature and you love to perform. You enjoy being the center of attention and you seek to shine, to excel, and to be outstanding in some unique way. You are very involved in your own creativity and self-expression, and take great pleasure in developing and using your special talents, whether these are artistic, athletic, or intellectual. You have a strong sense of pride.
Sun Opposition Moon:
    You often feel that you are at cross purposes with yourself, for your conscious intentions and desires conflict with your subconscious emotional needs and drives. You are pulled in two different directions. You have difficulty satisfying both your need to be an individual and your need for caring relationships and a sense of belonging. Also, you send out mixed messages so people don't always know how to respond to you or know what you really want, thus creating confusion or conflict in close relationships.
Sun Sextile Jupiter:
    You have big aspirations but do not struggle or labor to achieve them. Your self-confidence and inner harmony attract success and benefits to you in an almost magical way. Your optimism and cheerful generosity also win you many allies and successes in life.
Chapter 3: Mental Interests and Abilities
Mercury in Cancer:
    You are highly interested in inner, subjective, and personal issues, and your thinking is based more on feelings, intuition, personal experiences, and prejudices rather than reason or logic. Intellectual abilities and accomplishments without heart or soul mean little to you. You are empathic and would be an excellent counselor, for you are a sensitive listener and deeply interested in a person's feelings and inner life. In addition to psychology, you are drawn to education, art, poetry, music, or mythology. You are not especially confident about speaking in public, but will open up and share your thoughts in small, intimate groups. You enjoy keeping a diary or personal journal and reading the chronicles of others' lives and personal development.

Mercury in 4th house:
     You have an introspective turn of mind and may enjoy keeping a journal or a record of your dreams and personal experiences, or learning about psychology, history, and the inner workings and emotional foundations of your own life. You are studious and something of a bookworm.
Mercury Opposition Uranus:
    You are an original thinker, capable of unique discoveries and innovations, but you tend to scatter your energies into too many directions at once and to make impulsive or hasty decisions. You grasp ideas very quickly and become impatient with duller or more conservative minds. A fast-moving, mentally stimulating, and unpredictable atmosphere suits you quite well, even though you may complain about the stress and the crazy pace. You have a technical bent and are interested in the newest scientific theories and findings, electronics, computers, etc.
Mercury Opposition Neptune:
    Your mind is highly imaginative and creative and you possess dramatic, artistic, or musical abilities. As a child, you enjoyed daydreaming, fantasizing, pretending, and probably lived in "your own little world" a good deal. You perceive things which are not obvious to other people and you have an uncanny ability to "read" people and situations without being told anything about them. However, you must learn to discriminate between a true psychic perception and your imagination. Learning to discipline and focus your mind is necessary if you wish to use all of your creative potential. Otherwise, you could be simply a dreamer.
    Communication with others is difficult for you because you often find words frustrating and inadequate to express your experiences and perceptions. Also, you may purposefully mystify or deceive others.
Mercury Trine Pluto:
    Your mind is deep and penetrating and you are interested in anything secret, mysterious, or hidden, including the deeper aspects of the human psyche. You possess an aptitude for private investigation, psychology and research work. You are also drawn to esoteric or occult studies.
Mercury Sextile Mars:
    You speak clearly, decisively, and convincingly, and thoroughly enjoy a vigorous discussion or debate. You would be an effective lawyer or public speaker, a salesman of ideas. Others tend to listen to you and follow your lead, and you have a talent for directing people and making decisions. You also have an aptitude for writing, especially criticism or satire.
Chapter 4: Emotions: Moods, Feelings, Romance
Moon in Aquarius:
    You are not easily moved by emotional displays and can be curiously detached from your own and others' emotions. It's almost as if you could turn your feelings on and off at will so you should be careful not to leave the switch "off" too often, for you could easily become too impersonal. Family ties and attachments are not as important to you as they are to most people and you often consider your friends closer to you than your blood relatives. Certainly, your sympathy and concern extends much beyond your immediate family. In your personal relationships, you insist upon a certain amount of independence and the freedom to pursue friendships with as many people, of both sexes, as you choose. You do not appreciate a jealous, possessive partner.
    You feel comfortable in an atmosphere that is open and experimental, and you have little taste for convention and tradition.
Moon in 11th house:
     You get a lot of emotional fulfillment through your involvement in groups, clubs, organizations, community activities, or a network of close friends who support and care for you. You make friends your family, and feel a close kinship with people who share some ideals or beliefs that you hold dear. You need people outside of your physical family to relate to and belong to.
Moon Trine Jupiter:
    You are easygoing, agreeable, and tolerant, willing to overlook others' mistakes, forget the past, and begin again on a positive note. You enjoy making others comfortable and happy, and sometimes overdo your generosity. You often feel that "everything will turn out all right no matter what I do", and so become lazy and lackadaisical.
Venus in Cancer:
    Sensitive and sentimental, you are deeply attached to your family, old friends, familiar places, and the past. You are romantic and tender in love, and the remembrance of birthdays, anniversaries, family rituals, and other days of personal significance is very important to you. You seek caring, emotional support, and security in love. You like to be needed, to cherish and protect your loved ones, and you are somewhat possessive of them.
Venus in 3rd house:
     Beautiful, elegant, and harmonious surroundings are very important to you, and you have an innate sense of style, design, and form. Socially, also, good form and politeness are important to you and you instinctively avoid crudeness and dissonance.
     You enjoy talking about love, relationships, art and the beautiful side of life. You appreciate artistic people.
Venus Trine Saturn:
    Loyalty, fidelity, and security are very important to you in love. You are cautious about giving your heart away but true to the one who does win your love. Your tastes are simple, even austere, and you do not appreciate frivolity. You are interested in a person's character and inner qualities far more than their appearance. Casual or superficial relationships don't interest you at all, for love seems to get deeper and richer and more satisfying for you with time.
Chapter 5: Drive and Ambition: How You Achieve Your Goals
Mars in Virgo:
    You are a perfectionist and have high standards for your own work. You often feel that if you want something done right you must do it yourself, for others do not do as thorough a job as you do. Doing a task well is very important to you, and you may labor over minute details that others wouldn't bother with. You strive for accuracy, efficiency, and precision, and you become very irritable when things are not done "right".
    On the other hand, you can become so much of a perfectionist and so self-critical that you will not even attempt many activities and projects, feeling that your efforts simply won't be good enough. You are usually modest and realistic in assessing what you can accomplish and, if anything, you underestimate yourself. Of course, practice makes perfect, and if you do apply yourself diligently in some area, you gradually gain self-confidence as you master skills and develop expertise.
      You conserve your energy and pace yourself so that you do not waste or diffuse your efforts. An unwillingness to take risks or venture from the beaten track can sometimes limit your opportunities. In short, you may not aim high enough and settle for too little in life.
Mars in 6th house:
     You expect to work hard for anything you accomplish and you have no patience for people who don't pull their own weight. Work is a passion for you at times, and you push yourself too hard. You can be too demanding of the people you work with also.
     If your energy is not invested in a job or career, you can become a fanatic about your health, and you may exercise or "work out" vigorously and perhaps excessively.
Mars Trine Uranus:
    You are dynamic, decisive, and somewhat impulsive.  You respond quickly and spontaneously to challenges, and you enjoy vigorous physical activities that require fast reflexes and a good sense of rhythm and timing. You have an abundance of energy and vitality, and a restless desire to see progress and change - you hate stagnation. You are individualistic and make a good leader, spearheading new projects and inspiring others to act.
Mars Trine Neptune:
    You dream up creative solutions to problems and take an imaginative, unusual approach to getting a job done. When difficulties arise you prefer to avoid conflict and confrontation in favor of more peaceful or subtle methods of resolving problems. Working to help others or for a cause that transcends your own narrow, personal interests is satisfying for you. You have an artistic flair and appreciate the colorful, unique, or strange.


Mars Sextile Pluto:
    You have a strong sense of mission and you instinctively know that to achieve anything great, one must eliminate superfluous activities, and give oneself wholly to the goal one wishes to accomplish. Your zeal, enthusiasm, and clarity of purpose enable you to succeed and to achieve whatever you aim for. You have a strong will, but you are usually quiet and understated about it.
Chapter 6: Other Influences
Jupiter in Libra:
     Your strengths lie in your ability to cooperate, to be diplomatic, and to know just what behavior is called for in whatever social situation you find yourself. You also possess a strong sense of fairness, the willingness to listen to opposing viewpoints and opinions, and the ability to be (or at least seem to be) impartial and moderate, rather than extreme and one-sided.
Jupiter in 7th house:
     You are a very sociable person, and you need to reach out and communicate with many different people. You are interested in what others can teach you and are drawn to those with more knowledge or breadth of experience than yourself. You expect a high level of integrity and sincerity from others and you do not tolerate pettiness or hypocrisy in your close friends or marriage partner.
     You also need freedom and want a partner who will support your need to keep learning and growing, who will not limit you or set too many boundaries. Your marriage is likely to be very satisfying and rich.
Saturn in Aquarius:
     You have an innate distrust of groups and/or a cynical attitude toward society that may leave you feeling out of step and unable to participate in activities with your peers. Overcoming a sense of aloofness and alienation from others is an important task for you.
Saturn in 12th house:
     You may have nebulous but ever-present guilt and fears that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It's as if you don't trust Life itself, and are always seeking ways to defend yourself from its dangers and its unknowns. You must learn to overcome your ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Uranus in Capricorn:
    You are part of a 7 year group of people who are active in reforming businesses, governments, and other large social structures. A great deal of streamlining and reorganizing takes place, most of which will help to improve the well-being of people, the ultimate goal of these reforms. Your generation will promote various reforms that will vary in different nations. For example, some will increase socialization of public services and others will put more services in the hands of private industry. In either case, your
generation strives for greater efficiency and a great deal of waste is eliminated from industry and government.
Uranus in 10th house:
     You are likely to have a career that is highly unusual or that somehow challenges the mainstream of society and the status quo. Being an instrument for progressive change in the world is your role, whether in a humble or grand manner. You need to shake things up wherever you are. You also may change careers, life direction, and your long range goals many times in your life.
Uranus Conjunct Neptune:
    You were also born during a period that lasted approximately 5 years and is characterized by an unusually high degree of imagination and sensitivity. You are part of a group of people who are very inspired but also unstable. Many unusual contributions to the arts, music, religion, and psychic development are brought forth from your age group. These works are often strange and bizarre, and always original. Your age group also inspires intense political movements that are often fanatical or unreasonable in their goals.
Uranus Sextile Pluto:
     You belong to a group of people who will be the positive reformers and innovators in society. Peaceful methods and new techniques which do not create too much disruption, but which bring about fundamental and profound changes in society, will be your contribution.
Neptune in Capricorn:
    You are part of a 14 year group of people who are conservative and traditional in spiritual aspirations and religious outlook. Your age group returns to some traditional basics in religion, and also traditional styles in music and art. Classical music and literature have a revival with your age group, and a great deal of inspiration is gained from the masters of arts, music, literature, and philosophy throughout history. Your age group is contemplative and reflective about religious matters and you take an objective and logical approach to religious issues. Many of you are cynics and critics of spiritual and metaphysical ideas.
    Other age groups criticize your group for not having enough heart and compassion. Sometimes this is true and is evidenced by some unusually crafty and manipulative fraud and deception that occurs in the higher ranks of governments and large businesses.
Neptune in 10th house:
     You are a very idealistic person, and you want to see your ideals, hopes, and dreams made concrete and real in the everyday world. You are driven to put your ideals into action.
     When young you may be rather aimless or confused about your place in the world. In early adult life it is likely that you struggle to find ways to express your imagination, fantasies, and ideals in your career. Work that involves compassionate service (such as medicine or the ministry) may be your calling. If you lack personal integrity and honesty, you quickly go to the opposite extreme and you can con others through dishonesty and trickery. Music, art, film-making or entertainment are also areas in which you are well-suited.
Neptune Sextile Pluto:
     The entire generation to which you belong has tremendous opportunities for spiritual rebirth and awakening. This will not be forced upon you or precipitated by unavoidable events, rather it comes from an inner yearning and a natural propensity to seek the depths.
Pluto in Scorpio:
    You are part of a 12 year group of people who have a complex and deep emotional side. Your age group has a great fascination for the mysteries of life, and members of your age group will make extraordinary breakthroughs in the understanding of life processes; major advances in biological sciences will open up new technological possibilities. Intensive probing into genetic structure and cellular processes will accelerate genetic engineering into new vistas. Your generation also probes the mysteries of birth and death, and members of your age group will even develop laboratories for forging new understanding of what happens at birth and death. Other breakthroughs will be made in the understanding of animal behavior and sexual activity. Archeological studies will unearth vast new insights into the history of man, and the exploration of the ocean will receive a new impetus, spurred by unusual and interesting findings made at the bottom of the sea.
    Behind all of this work is the deep, probing, penetrating interest in the mysterious. There is a deep fascination with sex, power, and the occult as well. Hypnosis, karate, and other mental and physical training techniques are likely to be very popular with your age group. The love of mystery is also likely to bring a revival of mystery novels and movies; your age group will bring the macabre into current fashion and style.
    You are an emotionally complex group, and you can be prone to some very strange behavior. Intrigue and mystery are exciting to your age group, and hopefully this does not get the better of you, causing you to act in a cruel or grotesque manner. There is a chance that crime, violence, and emotional disturbance will be relatively high in your age group, but hopefully your interest in the mysterious, strange, grotesque, and macabre will not manifest in this way.
Pluto in 8th house:
     You are a person of great depth and have a deep interest in the hidden or darker side of life. Issues and experiences others shun, you are drawn to and compelled to examine. The use and misuse of personal, social, and political power intrigues you. Death is also an area you are fascinated with and may explore in depth. You may have many experiences in which you are forced to burn your bridges and start over again.